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fuck you shit head. |
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they and the children |
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fuck hypocrites.
ps - im bringing this journal back.. as a venting unit for my anger.
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[18 May 2004|12:19am] |
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black my heart || thick as blood |
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im really sorry to all those whom i offend on my daily rants about who i dislike or who i find to be rude. i just find the need to express my feelings and keep them vocal very important so people know where i stand on certain things. i express my feelings about them because as much as you may not care, i do. and i feel that they are worthy of being heard. if you dislike my approach at life, dont be my friend. because i will call you names, i will make fun of you, and i will treat you like one of my friends. if you have a lying problem, do not be my friend. i dont befriend liars. i find lying downright ride, offensive, and rediculously un-necessary. this particular comment about lying is directed at a certain person, and they know who they are. my friends are the most important thing in my life. if you've come along since after ive met them, i hate to tell you, but you most likely will be looked past if i am needed. friends are my life. if you treat me like a friend, i will treat you like one. but if you treat me with disrepect, and if the people around you treat me with disrepect, fuck off. i want nothing to do with your drama, and your lies. because thast all that you have left. you push everything away because you know you'll miss it when you're gone. but you should realize that you are not gone yet, and you will have absolutely nothing by the time you leave, if you keep this up. grow up, and act your age.
and those are my feelings on the subjects at hand right now. if you have a problem, or bone to pick about them, do it.
these are my friends
i have their backs
they are the closest thing to blood i have
maybe you should learn the meaning of that before you go around telling your friends your silly immature lies.
we were best friends
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[17 May 2004|12:03pm] |
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sleepy/bored/tired |
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love is red |
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last night was mad fun. thats about all i have to say about it.
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[13 May 2004|02:55am] |
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boredededddd |
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a new found glory || boy crazy |
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Opinions on... (copy, cut, comment with your own thoughts)
afterlife: i think when you die, you stay dead.
abortion: its not my body, its not my choice. i dont care
God/gods: i really just.. dont care.
guns: dont kill people, dangerous minorities do. (joke, obviously)
politics: vote kerry '04
marriage: not for a long time
homosexuality: gay marriage is being legalized in MA. thats good.
censorship: is unreasonable
dealth penalty: is worthless
i just read through my old journal. lots of great memories, lots of crappy ones too. interesting
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[12 May 2004|01:57pm] |
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sunburned and giddy |
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throwdown // integrity |
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in short, the milford quarry is still open and im going swimming with derek justin fallon and maybe kaylee, later. i have to go pick justin up from work now. and, i went to 80's night last night. i was completely drunk. i drank a 6 dollar bottle of wine and got FUCKED. wine is my new drink of choice, and 80's night is my new fun of choice. as well as the quarry. tr is awesome, i love him.
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| so what, you wanna fight about it? |
[09 May 2004|10:13pm] |
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modest mouse // dramamine |
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so i found alot of old cd's i forgot i had. i like chill music.
im going to pick up my couch in the morning with my mom in justins bus. this will be an adventure.
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| i been gone a long time... |
[09 May 2004|06:41pm] |
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bored/lonely/productive |
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between the buried and me // arsonist |
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so i have almost all the money i need to get my license. its about damn time. i still dont have a job, not a big surprise there. my mom still doesnt have a job, and she cant collect unemployment while recieveing severance, and when her severance is up, we're fucked if she doesnt have a job. so much for life being easy. as of late ive been hanging with my shady brothers such as justinhatemosh trbreakshit and derekgloryhole. i love those boys like brothers. and cant forget my shady sister nicolepunishfuck who ive also hung around with lately. its beautiful out right now, even though its quarter to 7, and its been rainy all day. the sun finally came out and its looking great. lets hope the week follows suit and stays nice. the end.
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[03 May 2004|03:26pm] |
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throwdown - family |
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today sucks. its rainy. one of my closest friends hurt my feelings yet again, alot. and honestly, im sick of his lack of respect for others feelings. its getting out of hand ever since that girl came into his life. and its just not right. friends are supposed to come first, and he always supported that. now he just lies to us and hangs out with her. and it just aint right.
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[02 May 2004|12:39am] |
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none |
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all i can say, was that metal and hardcore fest was fucking amazing. and i danced to the entire throwdown set, and almost died because i evidently took a couple swings at the head dude from FSU. yeah thats just a scary thought. now, whats next...
( hell fest bitch! )
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[29 Apr 2004|11:45am] |
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[28 Apr 2004|01:24pm] |
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the bled // ruth buzzi better watch her back |
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holy
fucking
crap
ARMIN VAN BUUREN
Friday, May 28 at 10:00PM
Tickets $20.00
This is a 19+ show
ON SALE NOW
none of you know who this is, or give a crap. but ive had this dude spinning on cd for about 2 years now and its fucking amazing. i absolutely positively HAVE to go to this.
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[28 Apr 2004|12:35am] |
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hopesfall // a man exits |
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aww shiiiit
( NE METAL & HARDCORE FEST SCHEDULE )
i had a great time with justin tonight at band practice and on the drive home. he is a great fucking friend. like a brother to me.
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[27 Apr 2004|01:13am] |
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godspeed you! black emperor |
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so the show wasnt bad. some band called sparrows played. they reminded me of godspeed you! black emperor. then decahedron played, i left during them and had a couple smokes. then mike park played, he sucks. hes boring.. thats all. then darkest hour came on, pretty fucking sick. couple little scuffles broke out, that was stupid. then cursive played. absolutely fucking amazing. im very impressed. i got a darkest hour patch.. thats all. someone hang out with me tomorrow.
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[26 Apr 2004|04:55pm] |
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hope con // escapist |
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so these are the shows im on the list for and im going to:
Cursive
Darkest Hour
Mike Park
TONIGHT
The Roxy - Boston, MA
( definite list )
i fucking love life right now. everything is great.
so cursive/darkest hour with lindsay and derek in 1 hour. im psyched.
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[26 Apr 2004|03:20am] |
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bored/awake/chest hurts |
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fugazi, motorhead, and queen all on repeat |
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my musical interests vary a whole lot these days. i need about.. 1,500 dollars. sucks alot huh? hopefully i got the job at levi's, we'll see how it goes. and im going to apply at a couple more places tomorrow. hopefully that will work out to my advantage. cursive tomorrow night, free baby, thats right :) justins home safe, im glad about that. it was good to see him alive and moving when we got him this afternoon. stopped and saw julie, that was nice. im still terrified of her dad. anybody got any ideas about how to persuade dads into liking people.. like me? haha...
it feels like i got kicked in the chest.. i wonder why.
does anybody want me to order them stuff cheap? i can get body jewelry cheaper than usual prices because of nice people i know. and also, im planning on ordering some sterile piercing stuff, is anyone interested in being pierced? i promise i do a good job, and its sanitary. and all i ask for is the money for the supplies, thats all. let me know if anyone is interested. i really wanna work on perfecting my piercing skills.. so it would be appreciated if you would volunteer your face or whatever it is that you want pierced.
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[24 Apr 2004|07:51pm] |
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confused/broken/lost |
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across five aprils // pawn shop promises |
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Heart-shaped hallways. Leading the way to nowhere.
And I'm left stranded here. Four Months from anywhere.
Too scared to leave the shelter of this fear.
I'll just follow the fragrance of these fake tears.
Your silence says it all. I know your throat is swelling.
You want to say so much. But you're afraid you might say what you mean this time.
I loved you for who you were. You tried and tried to change me.
It's funny now how you say you're leaving. Because I'm not the man I used to be.
Shape someone else now, mold someone new. Take someone else down, your heart-shaped hallway too.
im bitter. what else is new. karma finally came and bit me in the ass for what i did a long time ago, and i cant accept it. but im trying. and to me, thats what counts.
ps - i quit journeys this morning. fuck them.
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[24 Apr 2004|12:18am] |
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the bled // we are the industry |
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this last week has been great. i love my friends so much, they're the greatest thing in the world.
ps - i know something none of you know. with the exception of derek and justin.
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[21 Apr 2004|02:53pm] |
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death/ready to hardcore dance |
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the bled // nothing we say leaves this room |
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last night was absolutely fucking WEIRD. i stayed somwhere ive never been, i was completely drunk, and lots of weird things happened, and it was just overall a weird, but HILARIOUS night. i had a great time with a couple minor exceptions. but still, great none the less. thank you chris for letting me stay at your heezy, even though you dont know me. and nick, you're the fucking man, cause you're gay and you made out with like 5 chicks. you rule. now, where the fuck are my friends? haha
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[20 Apr 2004|07:35pm] |
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wondrous |
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across five aprils // blue-eyed suicide |
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so im updating with more shows that i am definitely/most likely going to, or REALLY want to.
the shows in bold are ones im definitely going to, the ones in italics are shows i dont really care if i go or not, its a matter of finding something to do. and the ones that are underlined are shows that i want to go to, but dont have tickets or a list-spot for yet.
( shows like fucking whoa )
i hung out with matt mckinnon alot the last two days. shit i missed that nigger... and i finally got to hang out with julie. we chilled, it was good times.
a year from now, is a song that makes me cry.
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[18 Apr 2004|03:02pm] |
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GAY GAY GAY |
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shut the fuck up ho |
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good god sarah ann seely rocks my world.
s0fysdfojasdfp[8ghafg89p;hfpgu9hapg79hfg8o76af0g68hdfaguhdfgjnfg;jbfg9p7hadfgu9pfhg;adfuhgadf780ghafo78gyhadfoguihspgfuhapdfguobsdipuhadfipgusdgpuhadfgpuhfgpuigpa9dfuhpad89fgy79-adfhgpafihaf0d7hadfpguhadfg079yahfpgu;hadfguihadfg8ohadfgpuiaefhg9upghpadfiugapfguhpadfughap79ghaodf7ghaod7giaf78ogpfugy0afg7h
i think im cool when i spray hose water on sarah.
but im really not.
AT ALL
im gay cause i slap sarah
GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY
THATS ME!
GFAY GAY GAY GAY
GEE AY WHY
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